i joined a MNC and get a chance to go abraoad
in my very first month of job. I went to Koria and there i meet a beautiful
girl who later become my first korian girl friend. I was looking for long relationship with her. I proposed her and
she accepted happily as well. Due to some reason i have to come back India for
3-6 months. I came back but we were regularly in touch via internet(mail, cam-chat, etc.). After five
month in india i came to know that i have to stay till i finish my project. So
i have to stay few more months.
Staying nine months in India i went back to
koria. I meet her and we decide to live as live-in-relationship. We agreed and
from then we share everything. After three months i came to know that she is pregnent. We go for routine
checkup and there i came to know that she was carrying baby of four month.
I got angered and questioned alot about her
character. She replied me that she don't know of whom this baby is. I tried to
manipulate many things and search everything everywhere about he. I got some break links and according
to that she was with her some friends and there they daily make party n all
alot. She has habbit of drinking so i believe that something has happenend with her during partying and she was
not aware about that. We reached to some sort of commitment and she promised
not to drink but i don't want that baby. Abortion may cause her death so i was confused what to do.
Actually instead of what to do my interest was more in how to do. Finally i
reached to take chance and forced her for abortion. She shows disagree with me and then i again started
blaming on her. My reason was Why should i pay whole life for that. Our daily
arguments helps me know that she was aware about all what happenend with her during party. Nothing
happenend forcibly, everything by her will.
Now i have no options except to leave her on
her way and get out of her troubles. For this i left korea and come back to
india. She was my first girl-friend and after that here i was with four more. All of my girlfriends were for few
months only. I still remember my first girlfriend, I am unaware of what
happenend to her.
