Other of me

Tired of being ignored all time. Why she didn’t understand me. She loves someone, who do not deserve her, he is not better than me in any manner. Why she don’t like me and why to him. She don’t know how to react and she has some childish nature. She should understand that I  would make her happy more than anyone else. So why she don’t love me.

All these are lines after losing his love(unrequited) by Devesh. Devesh starts thinking that I am loser or something related to that, the only two main priority he has, his love and he himself. Now Devesh all times try to be according to her taste. He himself perceive about her, he mind all her movements even about those who are not mentioned ever by herself. Devesh tried to adopt her type language, her type attitude. Devesh just tried to be perfect for her.

One day he saw her with someone else(other than the person to whom she loved initially), he get angry and tried to do all quickly. Same day he went to her and asked that she ever liked him. After a bit of thinking she replied no. Devesh feels he has lost everything,  but he have to show that he is mature one, so he decided to show as he was previously. But the important thing was that he was changed and he was not aware of it. He now started to feel little awkward but he keep managing all.

Few years after he get some desired success and then he again searched her and came to know that she is now a widow. Devesh think that now he can get her. He try to provide her some sympathy and financial support. She was not aware of all these. She have thought that now its high time of that and until now Devesh must have forgot he in that image. One day she came to know his desire as Devesh proposed her. She has again no other option to say no to him. Devesh asked her many questions and make her angry. Devesh got some sort of ego in this time he was not ready to lose anything and at least same again.

Devesh try to hold her hand to make feel his presence and he thought that a girl need that her man should have in command. But she jumped off the fifth floor right way the time and died. Now Devesh  has only to say :”I am finished”. He also jumped off from same floor.

My views: The ratio of success and attempts is very poor. Very few percent are successful in their love life. People don’t understand the love of their chosen one, but they think whatever they do that will benefited for their ones. They all create virtual reality and when their virtuality is not accepted by true reality, they feel uncomfortable and do some awkward and make the things worse either for self or their ones whom they say they love.Please think it as just another relation.

Other side

There was something, which needs some definitions. Something used to create a tune, which feels by whole locality. Everyday people listen that tune, but everyone thinks someone among them is playing that music. Months have been passed but the tune didn’t get any recognition. Now tune becomes hard and now everyone just want to stop that. So each just tried to know the one who is playing the tune. Everyone was surprised as none among them was playing tune. Now most of them horrified with that, some think about some paranormal activity. One day a boy died, all claimed the tune as reason of death. Tune was thinking that until I was soft none replied me but everyone enjoy me. Now I am creating  some problem for them, and they are making me responsible of all bad outings. Tune leave that place and went some other place.

Tune perform same set of operation and find same results. It move to many different locations and keep searching who can recognize it, but found no one. At last tune thought to visit again and do same. Tune reached to same place again and start with slow tune. Now this time even with slow tune everyone terrified and start doing worship and many more. Tune get afraid this time and move to next place. Tune do this to all places and found almost same type of result. Now tune get angered with itself, tune has tried two times in all type of places but still unrecognized.

Now tune decide to use its power to destroy all. But before destroying Tune get an idea of first experiencing everyone the real pleasure, the real beauty. Tune reached the place and fill the environment with lovely tunes, whole environment filled with variety of good things. The environment get rich with greenery, calmness, and prosperity. Some divine look was of that. Everyone thanked God and start worship God. Now tune feel some complexion but it tried same few other places as well but not all places as because it was time taking process. Still tune didn’t get any recognition. Now tune decided to ruin everything what it has created and to everyone who has enjoyed that.

Tune reached that place again and start destroying that, very soon everything get destroyed. After destruction tune feels like it has get its revenge. Tune thought as something was missing it was still not happy, something missing. Tune found that revenge was never its motive, and still it didn’t get recognition. Tune get embraced with itself and whatever it did, now it can’t recover anything but to stop such things in near future it thought to destroy its power, so it tried to destroy itself. But still for that it need recognition and now it knows how to get recognition. It reached to a child who feels tune and love it, tune handover itself to him and as boy start to go school. Its importance get reduced and one day destroyed by child as it become old and useless for him 

Pumping Beats

Its noon, How one can dare to think to come out in such hot conditions. Yes but it is very useful time for those who need some silence, Silence with horror. Some dreams try to float in mind, some memories try to touch the reality. Many many issues all around us and sometimes we find ourselves in such stage from where we need to define the success, we need to define ourselves. The work which we have done asks us the reason. The art of performing activities without knowing the exact reason of doing that is known as life. Then we say Life is what life is. Almost everything which screams us or excites are the things which are without reason. Reason itself needs some reason. When all dilemma of events and its occurrences surprises us, we named it Life. Sometime Life is beautiful, sometime horrible, sometime pitiful. Really now I forced to say how wonderful is life as life itself not know the reason of what it is .

Enjoy dreams and live your own life as you can. One day, day itself ask you the reason why I am not same everyday. Live until you don’t find your reason because after reason there is no reason to search another reason.

Chilling Echoes

The day before 30 years:

Reeta, A corporate woman, her husband was Shopkeeper. He has a mobile and laptop showrooms. Before three months they both were in a shopping mall and there Reeta went to Rajat showroom, Reeta  purchased a mobile. Reeta attracted to Rajat. She called Rajat and asked about mobile. With in next few days she went many times with her friends to Rajat shop. Rajat also like her and One day Rajat called her and asked for Date. Reeta was impressed that he dared to call her for date, She agreed and after two months they get married. Now One month have been passed and they have enjoyed this one month too much. They were in Manali for Honeymoon. They reached here Delhi today. They are living apart from their family. There family is living in village, they belongs to rich background.

Today:

They both were well educated and matured one also so as usual in their relationships also there were many ups and downs but they carried their life and relationship successfully as today they have four children. Two boys and two girls: Saksham (27), Ranjeet(25), Neha(21), Deepsikha(18). Saksham is doing job in PSU and earning good money, He don't like his parents too much, her girlfriend Sakshi is a nice girl and she has completed her MBBS degree and now searching for MS from some renowned institute. Sakshi has applied in many colleges. They have planned to marry after MS of Sakshi, they have planned for their life. Sakshi belongs to some ethical family, so she never allowed Saksham to be close her. She understand the values of her family and expectation what her family expect from her. She told her family about Saksham as a good friend.

Neha is of very affluent in nature. Anyone who talks her fall in love with her. She is very good student and studying B.Tech 3rd year. She loves her classmate Nikhil. Nikhil also likes her. They both have agreed to marry and frequently they make love. They both are committed to each-other.

Ranjeet is a serious boy and he seems very matured and keep himself away from mob and everything. He is introvert and has no friends. Deepsikha is youngest in all so everyone in family love her most. She is favorite of everyone.

(Days passing .....)

Sakshi got admission in Delhi, and happy to get good college. Neha's boyfriend Nikhil failed in 3rd year while Neha topped her batch. Nikhil now feared that Neha will leave her and so he make himself frustrated. Now Nikhil called Neha daily to meet in some secret place and daily told her to make love. Neha initially do same as she don't want to hurt Nikhil by saying no. After few days she started to told him herself busy in some family work. Nikhil now called her many times and always talk her in anger. One day Neha meet her and make him understand that they will now meet on weekends only. Nikhil agreed, but he keep calling her 4-5 times in day and always told her to meet somewhere. Neha now feels frustrated with him, but she don't want to ruin her relationship. She just decide to keep calm no overreact and also decided to be away from Nikhil to get time to understand relationship. She told Nikhil that until marriage she would meet him only at public places. Nikhil took all this in different manner and thinks that Neha wants to get rid of him so she is doing all this. Nikhil created rumors in college about her that he had sex with her many times, She has such relationship with many others as well. Everyone in college look her like a flesh of meat. Her brothers also came to know about such rumors. Neha asked Nikhil about all this, but he said why i told this to anyone. Ranjeet and Saksham asked Neha about all this. Neha agreed that she had relation with only one boy Nikhil. Ranjeet decided that she will pick and drop her college daily and they will arrange her marriage just after study with their choice. Ranjeet also try to frighten Nikhil. Nikhil got angry. and at the end of odd semester he followed Ranjeet car and hit him badly with cricket bat and on the spot Ranjeet died. Nikhil was not trying to kill him, but he had now killed him. Things become worsen for him but somehow he managed to escape and Ranjeet murder closed in lack of evidence. Now Nikhil behave very politely, he met Neha and agreed to do according her. Neha was too happy, because she found her man as she wanted.

(After two years....)

Nikhil pass the college and have got in NTPC. Neha also got job in NTPC. Both got same job and after that they married with family permissions. Sakshi also completed her college and start practicing in hospital. Saksham didn't like her parents but after death of Ranjeet he decided not to leave his parents. He also married to Sakshi with family permissions and started happy life.

One day Deepsikha was crossing road and an uncontrolled truck rolled over her. Deepsikha died on the spot. Due to this lose Rajat died and Reeta also took bed. Now the family was suffering with too much problem. After two weeks Reeta also died. Now the happy family reduced to few members. No reason what so ever anyone have. Nikhil has started this death sequence, he felt too much guilty and one day he confess in front of police and killed himself at same time. Neha come to his father's house , here Sakshi commented Neha that she killed her brother to marry Nikhil. Saksham was confused by this all happenings. The entire family has been almost finished. Saksham told Neha to quit job and stay at home. Sakshi behavior was very bad with Neha, but Neha understand the situation but kept herself calm. She continued job and one day company asked her to go abroad for few months as official outing. Neha went USA and get almost disconnected with his brother, Saksham. They talk weekly or monthly but both says only "everything is fine". Although Neha was trying to come out of whatever she has faced. There she met three Indian guys, they were very good in nature. Neha become good friend of her. Neha spent her 6 months with them. Here Sakshi got an very good opportunity, so she flied to LONDON for two year internship under a very renowned Doctor. Saksham was living there alone for three months.

Saksham recalls his past when he was just of five years, when he get serious injury, his parents didn't took food for almost five days. His brother Ranjeet always obeyed him. Neha and Deepsikha were the world's best sisters. Sakshi loves him too much. Then why is he so alone. Saksham found himself in such position from where he can view and imagine everything, but he had missed to live what he could. He was just spectator of his own story. He decided to make over the situations. Neha also came back to INDIA. Neha and Saksham decide to make over the things. Saksham thought about Neha marriage, he decided to grow his family by that way only they all can be rejuvenate in their real life. Saksham purposefully jumped from roof and get injured. Sakshi have to came back. Saksham told to Sakshi that when he got injured that was Neha who left her job there and come here to take care me. Sakshi got impressed with Neha and Sakshi also left her job and planned to open a private medical clinic. Everything was managing in right way. After few months Sakshi came to know about her pregnancy. She gave birth twine baby and family forgets its past and start living with new reasons. They have got few more eyes to dream.

One day Neha met a guy(Tarun) who fall in love with her at very first meet. He was new to company and have to work with her. Tarun was also very affluent in nature, so Neha also liked her but she didn't want to accept that. Neha was living her life with those babies. Tarun within week proposed and told that he knows her past as he wants to know. He has no interest in her past and just wants to be part of her new life. Tarun talked to Saksham and he accepted. Neha go for date few times and after that she also agreed and they married.

Everything in family was settled down and everyone get reasons for their life.

Strings - all around

Seema was very upset when she didn't got admission in IIT. Her few friends joined IIT and few joined others. Seema was sure to go for IIT, it's now matter of dignity. She was a bright student, so she got permission from her family for one more year for preparation. She joined the same coaching again and now started again.

In that coaching Tarun, who was also a bright student but not qualified for IIT. Tarun approached Seema and discussed about each other feelings regarding IIT preparations. Tarun has very few friends and so he now become good friend of Seema. The other guys of coaching didn't like it. One day they beat him outside the coaching, and warned him to be away from Seema. Next day, Tarun detailed all this to Seema and also the coaching authority. Coaching authority changed other boys coaching shift. Now those boys once again beat him, now he again told to everyone, but this time Tarun wants some hard actions against them, but coaching authorities didn't do that. Since then Seema and Tarun walks to home together as their home was on walking distance from coaching.

One day Seema father injured in an accident badly. The huge amount of money expends in nursing. Her father was not able to go on job for more than 12 months as suggested by doctors. so financial conditions of family become worsen. Seema had decided to quit coaching and keep studying at home. Due to poor condition of family she somehow managed to submit JEE form. she has only one option - to clear JEE.

She was at JEE exam center, she meet Tarun there and his seat was next to her. when she got paper, she found it difficult. Their parents image and situation float in her mind. She started paper and finished. On the day of declaration of result she rushed to cyber-cafe. She was not qualified. She was in no situation to show her emotions. she was totally confused about her next step. She has no idea, her mind was blank. but somehow she managed to keep calm and agreed to join B.Sc. classes. She joined university and starts living normally until she found her new dreams. After three years she graduated in B.Sc.. Their parents have thought about her marriage. After that she met with many boys and their family. Some rejects her while some rejected by her family. Now she start looking for job. She find a teaching job in a private school. Atul, director of school was directing school as good education for everyone, poor students study without fees. So everyone respects Atul. Atul came to know about Seema and then he meet her to know about her dreams. Whatever Seema told Atul, Atul fall in love with her. Atul was 28 while Seema was just 20. So Atul was not comfortable to express himself to her. But he starts too much caring about her, that force Seema to feel something extra form Atul. Seema knows that Atul likes her, and her respect also converted in to love. Now Seema spends some time with Atul in staff room. Atul also feels that Seema might also like him, so one day he proposed her, Seema right way accepted and ask him to meet her parents. Atul meet to Seema's parents, they like Atul and agreed to marry. Very soon marriage date is also fixed and after six months their marriage date is decided. Now Atul usually come to Seema home twice or thrice in week. Seema continue the job and she become principal of school. Seema now found her new dream-set and starts dreaming about happy married life.

On the day of their marriage they married and starts new life. Now Seema came close to him and also came to know many personal talents and habits of Atul. She likes everything of Atul. After a month Seema told Atul that she wants to go to meet her parents. Atul told some reasons and told not to go this time, he will also go with her after the work. Few months passed and Atul was too busy and he also told her to stay with him. Seema wanted to meet with her parents. Atul knows that so he asked her parents to come here for few days. Atul thought that he is caring all feelings of Seema, but actually Seema was not feeling good. She was not showing her all wishes to her husband, thats make feel her not good. Her happy married dreams were not like this. she starts feeling alone. Now when Atul make love with her or buy some jewelry or go for party with her. Nothing feels love to Seema. In between that they angry with each other on some issues. Seema now find herself as pet animal of Atul. She leave the Atul house and went to her parents. She was confused what to do, she again keep her mind calm and starts live alone with her parents. Atul had started new schools in other cities, so he get busy, and he didn't got time to patch up his relation, and Seema was waiting for him to come and resolve all issues. Atul call him many times but never come to home due to lack of time. This creates a relationship distance and that’s make them apart from each other. Both feels other should initiate and in between that they said other person wrong as other one left the relation. This creates the distance and in between Seema met with Tarun and know to surprised that he still not married because he loves her. Seema tried to make him understand about situation and starts talking with him. They start talking with each-other on all issues. One day Tarun proposed her for marriage. Seema refused straight way. Now Seema told about Tarun to Atul. Atul thought that she want divorce, so he told her that he would not divorced her. Seema was happy that still Atul loves him, Seema went to meet Atul and Atul was too delighted about this. Now both understand that no one is perfect in this world and to continue our relation in well manner we should talk face to face to avoid misunderstanding. Tarun as comes suddenly in her life leaves in same manner as well.

Now they both understand their life and relation, so they lived happily whole life.

caring moments...

Tarannum was very happy because someone has proposed her that day. This is the second time when someone has proposed her. When first time Sameer proposed her, she was well aware of his nature as he used to propose each girl, so that time she get some help from her friends. This time Sourav has proposed her. Sourav is good looking boy and also good in studies. Tarannum is also good in studies and also good looking. They study in 12^th standard in same college. Tarannum didn’t tell her friends about Sourav proposal. There were many good boys, Tarannum was expecting from many others too. She likes Pawan. Pawan belongs to rich family.His father is IAS officer. Pawan has already many girl friends, everyone knows. Almost all girls wants to be girl friend of Pawan. Next day Sourav asked from Tarannum about his proposal, she replied- I didn’t think yet, I need time. This day Robin also proposed her. Tarannum have choices but she was waiting for someone else proposal. 
Now since the day everyday Tarannum do lot of makeup to impress Pawan. One day Pawan noticed and she asked her for coffee. She was just waiting for that and so she went for coffee with him. There Tarannum proposed him, as Pawan nature he accepts and asked for Dinner Party at his home. She hesitate but agreed to come. So she reached party alone without any her friend and telling that she is going to friend’s home for studying. There was a grand party in occasion of Pawan’s younger brother birthday. That night Tarannum was looking stunning. At party Pawan introduced her with his friends and brother. As that was long party so she have to stay till morning there. After party Tarannum stay in guest house. As Tarannum was planning to sleep, Pawan ringed her phone, and asked that he wants to meet her in lawn. Tarannum ready to meet in open lawn. Tarannum reached there and Pawan as well. Pawan has drunk rum, Tarannum wanted to leave as she get frightened little bit. They were talking and walking in lawn, slowly-slowly  Pawan was approaching to get close to Tarannum, he was stumbling too. Tarannum just hold him and helped him to sit on a bench. Pawan asked her to go in her room, she didn't answered, If she refuses that meant she has no belief on him and also she had proposed him, and if she accepts then even she don’t know the meaning of it. She didn’t replied but Pawan makes his way to her room. Tarannum also reached in her room thinking what is going on. She closed the door and all window due to fear that if anybody saw her with a boy. She was too much confused, but she asked Pawan to sleep on bed. Pawan slept with in half hour and then she get some relaxed and thought that she was expecting wrong, making light herself with commenting herself. As in guest room there was not big space, but the bed was for two persons. She was feeling sleepy and slept on other side of bed at edge. At night 4 o’clock Pawan waked up and went to take some water. With some movement Tarannum also woke up. Now Pawan thanked her for not misunderstanding him and asked to leave room right now. Tarannum said that it’s late night, so he can sleep here. Pawan replied- I will but you will also sleep comfortably. She said okay and the Pawan lye on bed, Tarannum also lied on bed other side, there was dim light. As they have proposed each other so they have some intimacy for each other and they starts talking about each other. Slowly-slowly they come close to each other to listen each other comfortably. Their legs touched few times and that creates some scene. Tarannum has no experience of such situations, so she was thinking a lot about happenings, but she gets some confident as till now Pawan has not tried to flirt with her. Some good thoughts attacks her mind and in between she find herself in arms of Pawan. Pawan was now very close to her, Tarannum breathe was very high and she was also excited about her first experience. In between pawan put her finger on her lips and she didn’t react. This make the scene and each barrier between them broke by them. Tarannum was pleased with all and felling herself in heaven. This was 5:30 of morning. Now some light has started coming from sky, As understanding the time, Pawan leave the room and left Tarannum with night's memories.

Now Tarannum was thinking about all what happened. She have experienced her first love making scene and now what’s next. Now she was thinking about all possible scenarios (About family…, about friends…, about …, If anyone know about this, If she get pregnant…, etc…). She left the room early 6’o clock. She reached her home and told parents that she come with her mother, who used to go daily for morning walk. Her parents don’t asked any other question. Now she was feeling that she is guilty and cheated her parents. But she determined to ask Pawan for marriage.

She reached college, but Pawan was not come today, she ringed him and asked why not to come college. Pawan replied – he has some work, so he will come tomorrow. In college she was feeling some metal pressure so she took leave and went to home. Next day she met with Pawan and asked her about marriage. Pawan was not expecting about marriage, he told that due to that incident you are asking for marriage. I didn’t forced you to do that, you shall asked me that time. He refused to marry her and told that if she wants sex, then she welcome otherwise no other relation he needs with her. Pawan leave and left Tarannum crying.

Now what Tarannum will do and what more she have to face. She will forget all these or will stick with these . what she should do and what she did…

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Unrequited Love

A middle class happy family (Rajeev(21), Rohit(19), Dipti(18), Rashmi(16) and their parents) of six members. Rajeev is doing Job in his local residence city, while other three are student. They have two motorbikes. They have thought to purchase four wheeler. Like a dream they managed to purchase “Tata Nano”.  They were driving car in their locality, suddenly a group of children come in front of car. Rohit was driving and he didn’t managed to stop car and six children get injured. Thank God no death.

Now the FIR against them and parents of injured parents are demanding for payment of medical charges. They threatened them to move court. So it was better to managed all with locality, because that was their local area, they have to live with them. So they agreed to pay all medical and other relevant charges. After agreement they have to pay nearly four lakh Rupees.

Rohit was studying in B.Tech first year. His family took loan, sold the car and pay four Lakh rupees. So now each family member get angry with Rohit and he feels a discrimination in behavior from each one. His girl friend Ankita supports him. Ankita and Rohit are friends since last few months. Rohit likes Ankita. After this tragedy Rohit get too much tensed and always look for Ankita. These days he feels depression from his family and his attraction level increased too much for Ankita as she understands him. Rohit thoughts that Ankita loves her, but still Rohit don’t know, What she think. Rohit ignored his family and keep thinking all time about Ankita. Now Ankita is only living cause of him. He reached in second year of course and similarly third year. Only the love he feels for Ankita get stronger in his heart with time. Now he wants to propose her but he has not enough power to say her. Thinking how and when propose he reached in final year of course. He still not in situation to propose her, but one favor he finds that she asked him for final year project. Rohit finds his way, he worked hard and completed his project till February. Now everyone was impressed with Rohit performance. One day on Sunday Rohit and Ankita both were alone for testing of project in project lab. Only office guys were there, so Rohit plans to propose her the same day. Rohit was feeling too much pressure and time was passing, Ankita feels that Rohit is not feeling well, so she asked her, Rohit was not telling her anything, but Ankita keeps asking and finally in between Rohit gets some dare and told her- “I love you”. Ankita was not surprised and she told she knew that you like me. Now Rohit gets too much energy and asked about her personal one. Ankita told she already love someone (who belongs to his local residence) and they have planned to marry within few years.Both family have been agreed.Rohit face get paled and he feels himself very depressed as his reason of life has been finished. His mind was thinking too much without sensing anything. He was in no-state fully blank. No expression only a dead body. Ankita said you should asked me earlier, then you will not feel such pain and now you know everything so it better to understand yourself and please don’t do anything that hurt you and your family. Ankita leaves…

Rohit pale faced hurts too much by his self understanding. His unrequited love makes him alone and without reasons. Whatever he thinks, he finds her. He has created a dream-world around him, in which he was with her in each of his future plans. What a situation for Rohit. What should his next step. What he should do and what he did………

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Same Old Story

College campus, graduation phase of life. Rahul likes her colleague and obsessed to marry her. As they both are in final year and both have got job somewhere in same location. Rahul takes initiative and proposed her, initially Rithika ignored her, but after six month someone else also proposed her. Now the time she realized and thought about these and now she attract to Rahul. They both obsessed with each-other. Making love was first time such experience for both. They were both satisfied with each-other. They joined same company and used to live live-in-relationship. During training period in company(Software MNC) they enjoyed too much their life and relationship. They were actually made for each-other. Both understand each other very well. Nearly one year have been passed and Rithika’s parents have searched out a boy in their locality and called Rithika to meet that boy. Rithika was surprised and shocked as well, what she should do? A big question mark was there. Anyhow she reached her home and told her parents that she love someone. Initially there was some normal Indian cultural problems but as they were self-dependent their parents agreed and the marriage ritual finally took place.

On very first night Rahul asked Rithika- “I am your first love ..”. Rithika replied- “Yes, you are… but why are you asking  today, here”.  The single question ruined their first official love making night. They start behaving like they know nothing about each-other. Now situation has changed. During their live-in relationship they share office works and about friends and their gossips. Both were enjoying each-other and showing full faith in each-other, because they used to live together all time. Now they are married couple, now they have responsibility to grow their family and fulfill the expectations of parents. After marriage there was a short party in office for all, there both were smiling and looking happy. Someone(a girl colleague : How was your first night, how do you make it different from rest of your past one year relationship) has passed some comment and some little light mood jokes. Both have then shown busy themselves in office. At night in home, Rahul asked Rithika- “What you answered of that girl’s question. You have surely told her everything, you girls…”. Rithika shouts on Rahul. Now again the boring scene starts. Day after day they start quarreling each-other. Very few occasions they find themselves comfortable, when they are far from home or with friends, their love-making is now reduced to countable numbers in months. Sometime to reduce anger they do that without knowing partner will. Now they started ignoring each-others thoughts.  After one year they both started thinking for divorce. They were educated, so they put their thought in front of their parents. Rithika’s parents didn’t allowed her to take divorce. As this was love marriage, she has no authority to pressurize her parents. She drop the idea of divorce and just continue to live with Rahul, but Rahul is now fully determined to divorce with her. Now a very undefined situation for even such modern girl. Now the family importance is major factor in taking decisions. Now the situation have been changed, their life is now suffering. What the next is a very big and huge question in front of them. Rahul wants divorce and his family supports him. Now the hell situation for Rithika. Due to this depression Rithika office works effected badly and Rithika’s Boss warned her in office for doing poor work. She is now facing real tough situations 24x7. In office, employees and boss everyone annoyed her, while in home his love partner (life partner) also annoyed her.

Now she has to take decision. She has not too much options. Everything seems against her. She has only one primary question: “What is end of this ... and when…”.

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Quit! No choice

Already I have discussed about suicide and self-termination in detail. People generally don’t want to think more about these. Lets take some scenario.

Scene 1:  Location: A running track
There were many competitors who was running to win. There were huge gathering of spectators, everyone was there to enjoy the time and to watch some good running. As the race starts, within few moments a runner suffers due to hamstring, he was unable to run now, so what should he do.
Quit : A intelligent move because he can also run next time, so no need to hamper himself more.
so he must go for same sort of thing, but he didn’t he just tried to walk slowly and very slowly on track. The official of match tries him to leave as till then the original race was over, so here nobody is watching over him. Every spectator has enjoyed for that they paid as tickets. But instead of all these he keeps walking and finally finished the race. Any guess when he finished the race, was there any spectator. Yes there were all and all were standing and cheering for him to complete the race-track. Everyone who has paid for only fun, now feels something that makes them to continue their stay at stadium, No one went outside, everyone was watching him and his determination to complete the race. Why they were doing so, why they were cheering for the person who finished last.

There was reason, there was something that is more than reason. If that person leave the race at very moment when he starts suffering due to hamstring, nobody cares. But although as he finished last, he matters for everyone who were feeling his presence. So whenever you are in pain, try to do your best, If you leave the situation, you would not get next chance to make feel your presence, even to yourself.

Scene 2: Location: Medical Polyclinic
There was a 25 year lady discussing with lady doctor about her pregnancy. Lady has just married 2 years earlier, she had already a  baby, and now again she was pregnant. She was with doctor to convince her for abortion, she had given proper reason to doctor that she don’t want this baby right now so doctor should help her for abortion(doctor was not ready for killing the womb one). Doctor told the lady: Why not you kill yourself your baby. I have a way, you can do that easily. Lady asked with curiosity.  Doctor said that “why not you kill the baby who is in your arms, as you will kill that baby you would get few more months to enjoy your personal life, and killing is killing, either you kill this or that, both are your, so why don’t you do it yourself.” Lady was speechless, she has nothing to say, Doctor was feeling that she had done his job. Lady silently moves out from clinic, saying Thanks to doctor.

What would be lady next move. To go next clinic as she has option and reason. Reason is that she wanted to look after her baby(who is in her arms) and provide him more facility to grow better. But somebody have forced her to feel something, to do something. To take decision.

In life many times we face some situations where we have dilemma about choices available. We try to prefer most silent and easy option. Some chooses QUIT and quit itself from that. But the really the scene is clear. Should the lady in second scenario Quit as she want to kill her child. Situation which you leave thinking “now its over“ forces some other persons as well to opt any choice, now they also choose their ones, but they really feel that “he/she should not choose that way”. For them life seems like a question paper, where you have a lot of questions and you haven’t answers, so In the fear of being failed, they feel too much pressure and they lost their sense and they just try to write anything irrespective of question and their choices. In between if anyhow they tries to understand any question they might get confused among questions and choices. Actually they get little confused they mistakenly choose another question and think that question as choice of current problem.

Moral: Never merge situations if you don’t have solutions. Just keep calm and try to do your best not thinking about success or failure, because Quit is a question not choice and you have to choose among available choice, don’t choose question as already you have yours.