My Confused State

What a word it is "Confusion". i really want to appreciate the person who is confused. because this word resembles your attitude and way of approaching towards things.

Sometime I think everything is on the track, but why it is? and sometime i think no things are clear for me, why i am involve so?
Big Question for me: There is a dilemma in my mind and heart what should i do and why, and what shouldn't i do and why?
Status: This type of situation when a person is unable to react on events, even unable to find out is it favorable or harmful, is very dangerous for that person. i think i am in such conditions. What should i do to get rid of it.
What i wants: I want to be free of these hurdles. I don't want to know, I am a good person or not.
Now tired.

I planned to do something very serious, but am i on right track. I think i am not getting what i want to. but this didn't mean that i should stop my work until i get something favorable.
Now i have changed my planning, because people grow with their environment, They use to think what they want to think. Now days people are not interested in truth, they only want to listen what they feel as truth.

so i am now planning something very basic, as people need good environment so recognize good truth. Because now the situations which form the truth. Be on positive side.