Other of me

Tired of being ignored all time. Why she didn’t understand me. She loves someone, who do not deserve her, he is not better than me in any manner. Why she don’t like me and why to him. She don’t know how to react and she has some childish nature. She should understand that I  would make her happy more than anyone else. So why she don’t love me.

All these are lines after losing his love(unrequited) by Devesh. Devesh starts thinking that I am loser or something related to that, the only two main priority he has, his love and he himself. Now Devesh all times try to be according to her taste. He himself perceive about her, he mind all her movements even about those who are not mentioned ever by herself. Devesh tried to adopt her type language, her type attitude. Devesh just tried to be perfect for her.

One day he saw her with someone else(other than the person to whom she loved initially), he get angry and tried to do all quickly. Same day he went to her and asked that she ever liked him. After a bit of thinking she replied no. Devesh feels he has lost everything,  but he have to show that he is mature one, so he decided to show as he was previously. But the important thing was that he was changed and he was not aware of it. He now started to feel little awkward but he keep managing all.

Few years after he get some desired success and then he again searched her and came to know that she is now a widow. Devesh think that now he can get her. He try to provide her some sympathy and financial support. She was not aware of all these. She have thought that now its high time of that and until now Devesh must have forgot he in that image. One day she came to know his desire as Devesh proposed her. She has again no other option to say no to him. Devesh asked her many questions and make her angry. Devesh got some sort of ego in this time he was not ready to lose anything and at least same again.

Devesh try to hold her hand to make feel his presence and he thought that a girl need that her man should have in command. But she jumped off the fifth floor right way the time and died. Now Devesh  has only to say :”I am finished”. He also jumped off from same floor.

My views: The ratio of success and attempts is very poor. Very few percent are successful in their love life. People don’t understand the love of their chosen one, but they think whatever they do that will benefited for their ones. They all create virtual reality and when their virtuality is not accepted by true reality, they feel uncomfortable and do some awkward and make the things worse either for self or their ones whom they say they love.Please think it as just another relation.