Beauty of dreamz

i was thinking about the patterns, i was wishing that many similar things matter for everyone. I was in dilemma about the feelings and its way of expressing. Suddenly i remember my old friend Niharika. She was good looking and smart girl when we were of sixteen. She was too bold to handle boys, i was expecting the reason might be that many boys used to propose her regularly. I was thinking that she didn't love anyone. i was her good friends, but i always kept myself away from all her heroic acts. Some of the boys who proposed her were my good friend as well. she always told me to be away from those boys and with time she was only my friend left. But as we completed our graduation she fall in love with someone. She told me that she love Vinod khatri. Vinod was known as bad-boy "Gunda". He has too much attitude. Niharika always discuss about him to me. One day she saw him with few girls, She came to know about her relations with many girls. She felt really bad, she was feeling that she had never given any importance to anyone's feelings so she is facing this today. she encouraged herself and just thought to forgot everything. One day i saw she was crying as loud as she can, she was on the terrace of very high under-construction building. She saw me as i has seen her, she hugged me tightly. I frightened with her next move. But i was feeling something good, i realized that she is also a girl. That time she share all her inner-emotions with me. That day i came to know that as i know her since last eight years but i have never imagined her such nature. She has the one of most beautiful heart, which was full of love and lovely emotions. I found her so beautiful as i have thought about my hubby one. Since that we both become one of the best friends of world. Now we both always discuss everything, we talk on phone, on chat-server. Overall she was healing her emotions, but in that process i was just ready to hurt my emotions. Very soon i realized that i am in love with her. She told me that she was lucky that Vinod didn't came in her life because he was not his type, she always tell me that she don't know why she liked him. But here i know very well why i like her, and want to express my feeling. I tried many times to show my feelings for her but she never take any special attention on my activities. I was trying too much. One day she ringed me and told to come at her home in good dress. I thought may be she understand my activities and now want to introduce me in some other way to her parents. i reached there and saw a small gathering was there as someone was there at her home to see her. The boy was well educated MBA person and have very high earning. boy was looking very smart and simple. His voice was very affluent and affective. Boy liked her and told that he only want to know her wish. Niharika was impressed with her straight forwardness and simplicity, she said she needs some more meetings if he has no objection. Boy agreed and they meet two times after that and both agreed to marry.
i saw her first time so happy and i don't want to ruin her happiness by showing my unrequited love. She got what she deserves and now its my turn to heal my emotions. its a series of healing and hurting, this is the life. The beauty of life is not known by life itself, it depends on the bearer of that persons perceptions and actions.

Enjoy Beauty