Is this love

I was crying to marry with my classmate girl. I was in class 6 and 11 years old. One day i was fighting with my friends in class after that class teacher force me to sit with girls row, i thought after few periods i would again join my group. But all teacher told me to sit with her. She was very silent in class but it was the results when she always top the chart. I was wondered what to talk to a girl. If i keep myself quiet there, then i have to sit there always, so i decided to tease her. When i asked few childish questions, she threatened me to tell the principle. But after all these i continued to create some sort of problem for her. One day i asked about their parents and asked her view on marriage. In between such talks i asked if she had to marry with me, she goes to teacher and told that mam Ajay is asking for marriage. I was also good boy, so teacher just smiled and say nothing to me. Now onwards i joined a new person in my friends list that was she. Now we are comfortable with each other and become good friends. In month of march she told me that her father has got transferred so she will go to Dehradun for next class study. I was happy because now i can join my group again, but i also feel little disappointment as i came to know that my new group is all around her. After that we always talked about ourself, on a big bench we both sit only no other is allowed to sit with us, we quarrel all times. She always threat me with her words- "main kuch dino mei chali jaungi tab ladna mughse". 

The final exam was over and extra class for next year started after the exam. On very first day she came to college was weeping, today she was sitting with girls and i wanted to know the reason why she is not sitting with me today. But she was weeping so i didn't asked anything to her and from next day she never come again. i came to know that she left the city and moved to Dehradun. After she left i always keep thinking about her, about all chit-chats. Sometimes i think i must say something to her, or sometime i laugh all on these. but today it all still reside in my memory.
I think she was my first love, I searched her on all social networking sites, but not found her till today, hopefully i found her sometime later. I want to meet her and continue my friendship from where she left me quietly.